Tuesday, 31 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 52 ♥

A brand new year came along...
Yea it's year 2014..
Wish everyone all the best in their own life...♥
Wishing my family are healthy & good luck! ♥

Seems like everyone posted "last day of 2013" before 12am...
Me and my friend also follow the trend...
Just took for fun...
True friendship indeed...♥


My Bestie! ♥

At night, 
Went Wings Cafe with family & relatives...
Planned to countdown at there also...
We just follow...


Love shape ♥

That's all for today...
Hoping the good one come to me...♥
Praying hard...♥
Finger crossed...♥

Dear,
I miss you~ ♥
And love you always! ♥

Monday, 30 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 51 ♥

Back to school life today...
Boring feel doesn't ended...
Tiring as well..
What a life...

Everything still stayed normally...
So far so good...
But the hurt still in our heart...
Never leave us...

Erm..
That's all?
Nothing special for today..
Then I end here..

Dear,
IMY & ILY ♥

Sunday, 29 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 50 ♥

Super tiring day @@"
Really exhausted @@
Nothing special...
But the stuffs that I did is too tired > <

Went hair saloon today...
Do hair rebonding...
Doesn't means that I got the mood...
Just my mum asked me to go replace my cousin..

I stayed there from 1pm to 9pm @@
Never leave the saloon at all...
Tiring enough...
But pain like nobody care @@

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Gonna rest earlier today...
Headache > <

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss ya too ♥

Saturday, 28 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 49 ♥

A better day?
I guess so..
At least no more emoness~ 
No next time o~ 

Went temple today...
Praying praying...
Hope to let him rest in peace...
Truly hope...

Alright la, 
Off to do my stuffs...
Stay tuned...
See ya! 

Dear,
Miss you ya ♥
And love you as well ♥

Friday, 27 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 48 ♥

Do not take it for granted!
What I can say is only this...
I never offence you...
So don't think you can offence me...

Sigh...
I don't know what I can do..
Mindless...
Totally blank...

No mood to continue..
That's all...
Bye~
Stay tuned...

Dear,
Miss u ♥
And love u ♥

Thursday, 26 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 47 ♥

What a day...
Cheated by lecturer... @@
Long story @@
Let me cut it short...

Well,
Suppose I have presentation today..
For my Psychology subject...
A boring subject @@

Went for class for the sake of presentation,
Who know lecturer gave us a "present" @@
she said she is headache and no mood to teach @@
And dismiss the class early @@

I was like...
What????!!!!!
Are you kidding me???? @@
I'm totally blur...

Thus,
I went back home early...
Feeling like...
Kena boom @@

Haih...
This is the little special for today... @@
That's all...
Seriously...

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And love ya!! ♥

Wednesday, 25 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 46 ♥

Another 15 minutes Christmas will ended already...
Hopefully everyone are enjoy their Christmas today...
Praying hard..
And finger crossed...

For me,
It's just a ordinary day...
Nothing special...
Never enjoy...

Soon we have to rush our assignment...
What a life...
Damn boring...
Hate it @@

Alright la,
Have to rest early...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you..♥
And miss ya! ♥

Tuesday, 24 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 45 ♥

It's Christmas...
Merry Christmas to everyone...
To my lovely family...♥
To my Dear as well... ♥

Everyone is happy...
I hope I can be happy like them...
Trying hard...
But it failed sometimes...

Hopefully we could go through...
Anyhow...
We still will miss you...♥
No matter where you are...♥

Alright la,
Time to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Love you ♥
And miss you too ♥

Monday, 23 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 44 ♥

Another ordinary day...
Seems nothing special...
Except the hurt feeling...
I could still remember vividly...

Got no energy to think about that anymore...
Mentally exhausted...
Plus not feeling well...
More tired..

Nothing special today...
Normal day as well...
Feel like want to sleep...
Tiring life...

Alright la,
I shall off to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And I love ya! ♥

Sunday, 22 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 43 ♥

Happy Tang Yuan Festival once again...
But for me...
Is it really happy for us? 
I don't know...

Looking back the photos that I keep...
Especially the family photo...
I jut realize that it's soooo little...
I'm regret...

I really scare I can't stand of it anymore...
I scare I will collapse in one day...
Who could give me a helping hand?
Only myself...

Okie la,
Time to do my stuffs..
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love you too ♥

Saturday, 21 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 42 ♥

Time flies...
Today..
I mean in this moment...
It's Tang Yuan Festival...

Last year...
I could still remember I make tang yuan with my beloved family... ♥
Sit down together and make tang yuan and chit chatting so happy.. ♥
But this year...................................................................................

When I think about this..
My heart seriously pain..
It's hurt!!
I'm not joking...

If bankrupt could let him back in normal...
I'm really willing to do so...
We can't afford this kind of sadness...
It will drive us crazy seriously...

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs..
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love you always  ♥

Friday, 20 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 41 ♥

Another day gonna end...
Such a stress weeks...
Today is tiring day as usual...
Exhausted...

Tomorrow mid term...
But seems like I haven't done preparation...
I wonder how am I going to sit for exam tomorrow...
How?

It's MCQ...
Shall I happy a bit?
Maybe...
Perhaps...

No matter how...
Just wish me good luck...
Let me pass will do...
Please...

Alright la,
I shall off to read notes before go to bed...
Good bye~
Stay tuned...

Dear,
I miss you badly ♥
Love ya always ♥

Thursday, 19 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 40 ♥

Another tiring day...
Physical & mental exhausted...
Really tired day for me..
Seriously...

Assignments still bump to me...
Midterm waiting for me...
What a life...
So this call life?

Haven't start to study for mid term...
Saturday is the exam day...
Enough time for me to study?
I hope so...

Alright la,
I shall off to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams..

Dear,
Miss you~ ♥
And love you too ♥

Wednesday, 18 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 39 ♥

I know it's kinda "early" @@"
It's 3:30am now...
And I'm still awake = =
For the sake of assignments = =

I hate this kind of life...
No life...
Make me mentally exhausted...
Fed up..

Sometimes Dear could cheer me up ♥
I really hope that we can stay sweet like this till forever ♥
Praying hard ♥
Finger crossed ♥

Alright la,
That's all for today..
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love ya too ♥

Tuesday, 17 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 38 ♥

Having tough time...
Seriously...
Stressful + emo weeks I gonna have...
Shit this things!

Wish me luck please~
I really need support : (
Really...
I scare I can't afford it...

Too much of things have to settle...
So I have to stop here...
Everyone good night...
Sweet Dreams as well~

Dear, ♥
I love ya! ♥
And miss you too ♥

Monday, 16 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 37 ♥

Seriously I'm worry that I can't bear on it some more... 
Really torturing...
Stress keep on coming... 
Really fed up...

Assignments never end...
Feel like want to tear off everything...
Included lecturer's face = = 
No joking...

Mentally exhausted... 
My brain really going to burst... 
Body ache...
Tiring.............................

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
I miss ya~ ♥
And love ya! ♥

Sunday, 15 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 36 ♥

Super tired today...
Woke super early in this morning as well...
Not enough sleep seriously...
I really need some rest...

Went a new temple today...
Super nice and gorgeous...
Too bad not able to take some photos...
I really love that place...

Temple with gorgeous design...
With air-cond which is super cold...
Nice environment somemore...
Really suitable for him ♥

Praying since morning until almost 4pm...
Take a short break only between that time...
But it's worth...
All merits are for him... ♥

Busying with assignment...
Off to do my stuffs already...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss you always ♥

Saturday, 14 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 35 ♥

What a tiring day...
Although it's Saturday...
But I still have to wake up early...
For assignment purpose...

My weekends just ruined by assignment...
Seriously fed up...
Hate it so much!!
Arghhhhhhh!!!!

Alright la,
Tired now...
Off to bed already~
Goodbye...

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And love you always ♥

Friday, 13 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 34 ♥

Very stressful life...
I really scare I can't to afford it...
Please let me go through smoothly...
Please...

Some people I really hate...
Thought ownself are smarter and pro than other people...
Show that kind of face to other people...
Never scare to offense others?

I won't give a shit to that kind of person...
Wasting my time...
Dirty my mind...
STUPID LECTURER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love you too ♥

Thursday, 12 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 33 ♥

Finally got offer letter from Daibochi company for internship...
Shall I happy or sad?
Happy because finally got company accept me...
Sad is it's a work under pressure company...

No matter how..
I will stay stronger than last time..
I want to learn from my brother...
He is my model in my life...

Assignments keep coming in...
Till I can't even take a breathe...
Seriously hate it...
Fed up...

Due dates all on next week...
But not even done one...
I can't imagine it...
Sad case...

I shall start to do my own stuffs...
To avoid last minute work...
But seems like now already consider last minute...
Can't blame me...

Alright la,
Hopefully I can go through all these stupid stuffs as soon as possible...
All gone smoothly is the best...
Wish me luck!

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss you always ♥

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 32 ♥

Today really tiring day...
Not enough sleep...
Seriously mentally & physical exhausted...
Torturing...

Everything seems back to normal...
But my heart still can feel the pain...
Seriously...
This time really hurt me deeply!!!!

If copy Buddha Bible could helped him to leave suffer faster...
I'm willing to copy for him...
Really...
If I have free time : (

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love ya! ♥
Miss ya as well ♥

Tuesday, 10 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 31 ♥

Another day passed...
Very stressful...
I HATE IT!!
Seriously..........

Very tiring as well...
Don't feel like want to talk much... 
Mentally exhausted! 
Seriously fed up! 

Tomorrow is another tiring day.. 
I really hope that this kind of days could end as soon as possible... 
Seriously hope... 
Don't make me mad on these kind of days...

Alright la,
It's late...
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
I miss you ♥
I love you too ♥

Monday, 9 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 30 ♥

Official 1 month he leave us...
Seriously one whole month...
But our pain doesn't reduce...
But increase when thinking back...

We having tough time...
I don't think it will leave us soon...
But stay with us for long time...
Maybe forever...

It's really hurt...
Seriously...
No joking...
It's pain from the deep of the heart...

Really no mood to talk...
That's all...
Stay tuned...
Goodbye!

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

Sunday, 8 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 29 ♥

Sick day...
Suffering day as well...
Not my day....
Seriously...

Went temple with family & relatives today...
Pray to God..
Pray so hard...
But..........................

Argh!!
No mood at all!
Off to do my stuffs...
Goodbye~

Dear,
I miss ya~ ♥
And love you too ♥

Saturday, 7 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 28 ♥

Fourth week we go through it...
It's tough time for all of us...
It's hurt...
Really pain...

Had mid term test today...
Not really nice to me...
Because I had did wrong some questions...
Really sad...

Got no mood to talk much...
Sleeping is the best way to reduce some stress...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love u~ ♥
And miss yaya ♥

Friday, 6 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 27 ♥

Tomorrow mid term start...
I got no confident at all..
Hope to pass...
That's all...

No mood to study...
Got a lot of things need to think and settle...
I scare I can't afford it...
Seriously...

Alright la,
Off to study for a while...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

Thursday, 5 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 26 ♥

Hectic week gonna start again...
Hate it so much!
Don't feel like want to continue..
But can't...

Very tiring..
But what can I do?
Nothing...
But keep it up...

Recently keep raining...
Non stop...
Makes me and family think about you...
And my heart pain again and again...

Okie la,
That's all~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss ya~ ♥
And love ya too ♥

Wednesday, 4 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 25 ♥

No mood today...
Tiring day as well...
Classes marathon today...
Super exhausted...

Midterm coming soon...
But I'm not ready yet...
Seems like less chapter to study...
But actually it's a lot to learn T.T

Fed up...
No mood...
Bad mood come along...
Drive me crazy....

Alright la,
That's all for today...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love ya! ♥
And miss ya too ♥

Tuesday, 3 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 24 ♥

Tiring day...
Seriously don't feel like step into campus..
But can't...
Sad case...

Yesterday dreamed about him...
Consider a good dream...
But once I woke...
It become a cruel dream for me... : (

I wish my dream yesterday could come true...
Seriously from my true heart...
But seems like God like him so much : (
And bring him go along : (

Really no mood...
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night...
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
I miss ya! ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

Monday, 2 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 23 ♥

Raining for whole day...
What a cold day...
But my heart even cooler...
Those who really close to me should know what I mean...

Very stressful...
Till I can't even breathe...
Really suffering...
Please don't treat me in this way...

I shall stop it here...
Stay tune...
Goodbye..
Praying hard for what I want...

Dear,
I love you~ ♥
And I really miss you ♥

Sunday, 1 December 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 22 ♥

What a day...
What a night...
My weekends is gonna end soon...
And come to the newly week...

It's December...
The last month of year 2013..
This year seems ain't good to me...
And my family too...

I hate this!
I hate bad luck always come to me!
I seriously fed up!
No joking please!

Dear's group won Number 2 in a competition... ♥
Feel happy for him as well ♥
Congrats ya Dear! ♥
Your hard work pay off! ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you~ ♥
And love ya always! ♥

Saturday, 30 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 21 ♥

Dear back to Sabah already 3 weeks... 
Time flies...
And also the third week I have been so down...
Seems like the feeling won't leave me in short term...

Finally submitted one of my assignment...
Hectic nights I had! 
Last night & last last night...
Almost sleepless night for me...

Anyway,
Now one small portion of assignment is down...
Left kinda many more...
Hopefully I could go through it...

Mid term coming soon...
I shall go study a bit already...
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear, 
Add oil together! ♥
Miss ya ♥
And love you too ♥

Friday, 29 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 20 ♥

What a day...
Hectic day doesn't end...
Makes me gonna faint soon...
I don't know I could stay with this until which day...

Assignments...
Mid-terms...
Homeworks...
All come to me...

Irritating!!!
Fed up!!!
Don't feel like want to continue somemore!!!
But can't as I had promised to the person that I love!

God..
Why you want to treat me like that?
Can tell me why?
Why makes me so suffer?

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you~
And I miss you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 19 ♥

Hectic day...
Can't talk too much...
Assignment fever...
Tiring day : (

Keep doing homeworks...
Non stop...
Added the feeling of stressful...
Into my broken heart...

Alright la,
That's all~
Stay tuned~
And see ya!

Dear,
I miss you~
And love ya always~ ♥

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 18 ♥

Another day gonna end soon...
Relatives came to home to accompany my mum always...
Appreciate to them...
No matter how...

Having presentation today...
Luckily I'm able to present finish...
Nervous feel sure at there...
But now add on hurt feeling...

Do I think too much?
I could feel that my heart is pain every time I breathing...
This time this incident really slap on me hardly...
Seriously pain and no one could understand the actual feel...

Don't feel like want to talk much...
Off to do my stuffs...
Goodbye...
And stay tuned...

Dear,
I miss you~ ♥
And love ya always! ♥

Tuesday, 26 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 17 ♥

Stressful week gonna go through...
Now already 12:08am...
Time for me to rest...
As tomorrow have class from 8am to 2pm...

Hectic week..
But I never forget the pain that I had...
People said let yourself busy so that won't think of the sad thing...
But my opinion is it will be more hurt...

Different people having different opinion...
We can't ask others to have the same thought with us...
Do our best can already...
Don't need to care about what other think...

Have presentation tomorrow...
But today only get the slide...
Hopefully I can go through with it...
Trying my best not to look on script so frequently...

Alright la,
That's all~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you~ ♥
And I do miss you too~ ♥
Cheer ya! ♥

Monday, 25 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 16 ♥

A tiring day...
Don't feel like want to talk that much...
So I decided to write short post...
To reduce my emo-ness...

Everything seems like normal...
But in fact...
Mum & I's heart already have a deep scar...
Which cause us feel hurt all the time...

Amitabha...
Hopefully what we think could come true...
But I'm still missing the moment...
Sometimes cried in the blanket alone during night time...

Okie la,
That's all...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you! ♥
And love you always! ♥
Muack! ♥

Sunday, 24 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 15 ♥

Another day gonna end soon...
A better day?
I don't think so...
Although we are trying hard to go through it everyday...

Trying really hard...
I don't know whether I'm still able to afford it or not...
But I'm sure that I will take good care of my mum ♥
No matter how bad the situation is...

Having praying ceremony at temple...
Prayed since 1pm until 4pm...
Non-stop praying...
Just want to help one of my beloved family member to have a better situation...

Become God...
I believe...
Bring along another one of my beloved family member too... ♥
Become a Kind & Nice God and protecting us forever... ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love ya too ♥
No doubt! ♥

Saturday, 23 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 14 ♥

Nothing special...
Very down mood...
No one could understand...
Seriously...

Very tiring day...
But down mood never leave me...
Could someone just stand at my side and think for me?
Maybe have...

Why am I being so down?
Tomorrow going to temple and pray for my family member...
The one I lost and makes me heart broken so damn much!
This incident had made me so down and sad since the day that happened this incident...

Perhaps no one could feel my feeling...
But I believe that I could go through...
Just need time...
Time consuming...

So,
Don't ever try to put more trouble onto me...
Unless the one who I loved or the one who love me...
Or else you will be in big trouble I'm not lie to you!

Don't want to think that much...
Lazy to think!
Good Night then...
Sweet Dreams *hope so*

Dear,
I miss you~
And I love you~ ♥

Friday, 22 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 13 ♥

Having true friends really is the best thing in our own life...
Luckily I still have my friends...
Who are willing to give me support when I'm down...
Dear gave the most support & encourage to me for sure... :' ) ♥

Life still go on..
As my friends said...
Need a lot of courage to face it...
And my mum & I had tried our best to go through... ♥

Say is easy...
But if really happened on your own...
You might not say that anymore...
It's cruel but true fact...

It's kinda late...
I shall rest early...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I Love You ♥
And I do really miss you ♥

Thursday, 21 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 12 ♥

I'm worry...
Worry that my computer can't bear the usage anymore...
Last time I don't need to think about it because it will save by him...
But now...

I'm seriously sad...
And stress...
Nobody would understand...
Too much of things have to think already...

Have to do my own stuffs...
Thinking how to solve my problem here...
That's all...
Ended here~

Dear,
I need you... ♥
Seriously : (
And I love you always ♥

Wednesday, 20 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 11 ♥

Normal day...
But it's so damn hard for my family...
Our heart still not able to open to accept the true fact...
Really heartache : (

People out there said don't ever keep calling the name or missing the person...
Say is easy as ABC...
Would you really get to do that?
Ask yourself please...

You would never know how's the feeling until the incident happened onto yourself...
Really...
No offence but it's truth...
So don't try to comfort us by saying how you really understand the feeling...

Alright la,
Off to do my homework...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I Love You ♥
And I'm seriously need you : ( ♥

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 10 ♥

Same thought...
And it would never disappear in my entire life...
I'm still can't accept it...
And mum too... T.T

My heart feel so extremely pain when think back the old time...
Seriously pain...
No one could understand our feeling...
Unless they had experienced before...

Don't feel want to continue...
I stop here...
Off to do my study stuffs...
Because I had promised the one that I love and the one who love me... ♥

Dear,
I really miss you : (
Love you too ♥

Monday, 18 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 9 ♥

Well~
Kinda tired today...
Not going to talk much...
Because I got no mood to talk much also~

Another day had passed~
And I also back to school life...
Life still go on I know~
But still hard to accept it~

Whenever I remember back the old times~
Nose feel so damn sour...
Tears rolling~
Heart broken again and again...

Seriously hate it~
Why must treat me so damn cruel?
I always ask...
WHY?!!!!

I always praying hard...
But why this time my dreams won't come true?????
Tell me...
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

I seriously heart broken!!!!!
No one would understand that kind of feeling so damn easily!!!
He sayang me damn much!!!
Both also!!!

But why must bring them go????
Jealous on me?
Envy on me?
So treat me like that?!!! FAIR ENOUGH?!!!

I don't want to think about this anymore...
May them rest in peace...
Follow Amitabha~
Go Kek Lok Si and become a God who will protect & bless me and my family all the times ♥

Dear,
I love you...
And I really miss you! : ( ♥

Sunday, 17 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 8 ♥

Another day had passed...
But the hurt of my heart still at there...
Unable to stable properly yet...
No one could help me...

I seriously hope that everything will be alright...
Seriously hope...
May him rest in peace...
Praying hard...

That's all la,
No mood to talk much...
Everything will be fine...
Perhaps...

Dear,
I miss you : (
And love you always ♥

Saturday, 16 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 7 ♥

Until today,
I'm still cannot accept the truth...
Don't feel like want to talk much : (
So I end here okie? :' (

Dear,
I seriously need you : (
Miss you : (
And love you... ♥

Thursday, 14 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 6 ♥

Something happened and it totally destroyed a part of my life...
Seriously destroyed...
The God too cruel to my family...
Seriously heartache...

I don't feel like want to talk much...
Because I'm totally no mood...
I really can't accept the fact...
Seriously I'm not able and I don't even WANT to accept it...

Nothing else...
Only have heartache...
Seriously feel so damn hopeless...
I really scare I'm not able to stand of it...

I shall stop here...
Because I really don't feel like want to continue...
That's all...
Ended here...

Dear,
IMY & ILY : ( ♥

Friday, 8 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 9 ♥

So today is FRIDAY! ♥
Finally come to Friday > < ♥
Done suffering for this whole week @@ ♥
It's time for me to relax for a moment ♥

Had a sweet date with my Dear ^ ^ ♥
Although it's kinda tiring~ @@" ♥
But it's worth! :' D ♥
Love it ^ ^ ♥

Went jogging with Dear xD ♥
Makes my both legs started to feel the pain already LOL ♥
Dear said "No pain, No gain" ♥
I said "Very pain, Very suffer" XD ♥


Jogging look LOL! ♥

After that, 
We went back home and bath~ ♥
Eat some snack before eat the dinner XD ♥
Bro bought from outside : ) ♥

After done all these things,
We start our journey :'P ♥
To where? 
To Jonker Walk XD ♥


The most delicious Nyonya Food in Malacca : P ♥
p/s: Our dinner as well :' ) ♥

After done our dinner~ ♥
We do window shopping : ) ♥
But suddenly drizzling @~@ ♥
So we decided to go yam cha sweet talk ^ ^ ♥


The most delicious chocolate cake ever! ♥
Highly recommended ^ ^ ♥

Alright la, 
That's all for today : ) 
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
ILY ya ^ ^ ♥


Thursday, 7 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 8 ♥

A tiring day > <
Stay at campus from 11am to 4pm @~@
I'm not mad~
Just for the class purpose @@"

Luckily got break @@"
If not I'm sure dying @~@
I need food!
To fulfill my tummy lolx~


Spicy Tuna Toast : 3 ♥
Always be my favorite : ) ♥

Dear went out with his friends : ) ♥
Meeting up with the old friends : ) ♥
He said they going jalan-jalan, cari makan : D 
Eat eat walk walk haha~ 

Hmm~ 
I think that's all for today?
Maybe~ 
Perhaps? : )

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

DEar,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Wednesday, 6 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 7 ♥

Today is Dear officially come back to Malacca for one week already~ :' ) ♥
Time flies~
Shocking people~
I got shocked too @~@

Went DP and pak toh with Dear ^ ^ ♥
We had fun indeed ^ ^ ♥
Love the moment ^ ^ ♥♥
We are cherishing our own sweet time ^ ^ ♥

Having dinner at McD~ ♥
Dear ordered GCB for me heee~ ♥
The taste is nice~ ♥
Satisfied with it! : ) ♥

After that,
We do window shopping : ) ♥
Walk here and walk there~ ♥
Like a boss xD ♥

We decided to watch Thor movie : ) ♥
A lot of people watching too @@"
Sit at the most behind seat @@"
But at least our neck won't pain lolx~

Well~
The movie is kinda nice~
Highly recommended : )
Maybe this movie will out till Thor 7?? XD ♥

Guess what?
Dear is just sitting opposite of me XD ♥
He came to my house~ ♥
And playing handphone like a boss XD ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night peeps!
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY ya! ^ ^ ♥

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 6 ♥

A sweet day with Dearest ^ ^ ♥
So happy ^ ^ ♥
So relaxing as well : ) ♥
Love the moment ^ ^ ♥

Well~
Due to tomorrow early classes > <
Plus classes marathon @~@
So have to cut till very short > <

Wear the shirt that Dear bought for me : ) ♥
Penang shirt lol~ ♥
For me is ngam ngam ho~ ♥
Kinda suit me xP ♥


Lol the posing XD ♥


Went out with Dear again : ) ♥
Went Mahkota Parade with him : ) ♥
Go there for window shopping : ) ♥
But still we love it ^ ^ ♥


Nadeje!! :'D ♥
Dear's treat : P ♥


Weird face @~@ ♥


Lol Dear's face @~@ XD ♥

Chit chatting for whole night ^ ^ ♥
So nice :' D ♥
Love it ^ ^ ♥
Must remain like this oh ^ ^ ♥

Alright la,
Off to sleep already : ) 
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ ^ ^ 

Dear, 
ILY ^ ^ ♥


Monday, 4 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 5 ♥

Tired day~
Don't feel like want to talk more~
Talk main things is enough~
The best part of today~ ♥

Went out with Dear today~ ♥
Finally get to meet up with him~ ♥
Miss him very much~ ♥
Guess he is same with me? : ) ♥

We went new JJ for a while~ ♥
Go buy our stuffs~ ♥
Dear bought a peanut butter jam~ ♥
And me get to buy a simple present to brother : ) ♥

Of course the present is shared with Dear~ ♥
A simple present~ ♥
Hope brother like it : ) ♥
A thing that he want but not sure whether the design is suit him or not : ) ♥

After that,
We went Ban Lee Xiang eat satay celup~ ♥
Long time never eat~ ♥
Miss the taste~ ♥

Satay celup makes us very full~ ♥
Tummy gonna burst soon @~@ ♥
We are satisfied with it! ♥
And chit chatting a lot of things too : ) ♥

After that,
We went back home~ ♥
Watch TV & Play games~ ♥
Nice & simple to us~ ♥

Well~
It's very late now~
Shall go to bed already : )
Stay tuned peeps!

Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
ILY ^ ^ ♥

Sunday, 3 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 4 ♥

A tiring day : (
Not did a lot of things > <
But is not really feeling well T.T
Suffering day T.T

Headache~
Bodyache~
Whole body hot~
Super suffer!! T.T

Hopefully the sickness could leave me NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! : (
Scare of it already~
Haizzzz~
I still need to go out with Dear!! T.T ♥


Pizza for breakfast~ ♥
Vegetarian pizza by the way~ : ) ♥

Rained heavily just now~ ♥
Very nice~ ♥
But now stopped already @~@ 
Sien enough~ @~@ 

Dear already back to Malacca~ : ) ♥
It must be very tiring : ) ♥
Have a good rest oh Dear ^ ^ ♥
Remember let me look the pictures that you took when we meet up oh~ :' D ♥

Alright la, 
That's all for today~ 
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Saturday, 2 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 3 ♥

Actually Dear not around in Melaka...
Why I say so?
Because he leave Melaka again~
TO GO PENANG!!! : ) ♥

Yeap he went Penang with his family : ) ♥
Family trip?
Hmm cannot say so~
Because they are following the groups one~ : )

Well~
It's Saturday! : ) ♥
It's my favorite weekends! : ) ♥
Cheeeeer day as well : ) ♥


Mum bought this from market LOL!! ♥
And the price for the hair clips is only cost RM1!!!! ♥
Mum have a same hobby with me XD  ♥


Went Old JJ with family today~ ♥
Shopping as well : ) ♥
Long time never go there already : ) ♥
Had "fun" there hahaa~ ♥


Bought this from Mr. DIY : ) ♥
A place that could let my phone sit LOL! ♥

Hmmm~ 
Everything still the same~ 
Waiting for Dear come back ^ ^ ♥
And hang out again ^ ^ ♥

Alright la~ 
That's all for today : ) 
Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥


Friday, 1 November 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 2 ♥

Dear come back to Malacca second day already : ) ♥
And yea we went out for lunch as well : ) ♥
It's because Dear going Penang for 3 days~ ♥
So had lunch with him today first : ) ♥

We went Fancy Mee and had our lunch there~ : ) ♥
Ordered a large one and share together : ) ♥
The taste is not bad : ) ♥
Especially the chili : ) ♥

Well~
We took a lot of picture also~ ♥
As usual~ XD
My style haha~ ♥

But due to too many picture to choose~
So  decided to keep them all : )
So no pictures will be uploaded haha~
Sorry : )

Chit chatting we love it ^ ^ ♥
Laughed together~ : ) ♥
So nice the moment~ ♥
Wish the time could stop at there ^ ^ ♥

Now Dear is on the way to go Penang : ) ♥
Must enjoy your trip ya Dear ^ ^ ♥
Remember to take photos for me ^ ^ ♥
Miss ya & love ya always ^ ^ ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Thursday, 31 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 1 ♥

GUESS WHAT THE TITLE OF THE POST HAS CHANGED! : P ♥
And I think you guys knew about it lol~ ♥
Won't have any other reason~ ♥
DEAR CAME BACK TO MALACCA!!!!! :' D ♥

How excited am I? ♥
No word could describe : ) ♥
Feeling happy~ ♥
From the bottom of the heart ^ ^ ♥

Dear's flight delayed in afternoon~
So he came back to malacca also already 10pm++ > <
Very tiring I know~
Pity Dear~ >___< ♥

Well~
Dear still want to go out to meet me :' D ♥
Touching oh~ ♥
Because already kinda late but he still want to out :' ) ♥

We went old town~ ♥
As usual LOL! ♥
Having supper at there~ ♥
Normal haha~ ♥


First picture of the day!! ^ ^ ♥

Alright la~ 
It's late now~ 
Good Night oh! 
Sweet Dreams ^ ^ 

Dear,
ILY ^ ^ ♥

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 53 ♥

FINALLY I'M SURVIVE TODAY!! @@ ♥
Well guess you guys must be wondering why I say so...
Because of today~
I'm already half way dying @~@

Guess what?
I stayed at campus almost 8 hours today!
Having classes marathon and so on~
So damn hate =.=lll

Mentally exhausted @~@
Really tired @@
Hopefully wont have this kind of issue happen again >__<
Can't bear of it lah! > <

And guess what?
Today I'm consider diet @~@
From morning till almost evening I only ate one cup of mash potato @~@
Pro? @@

Unhealthy diet > <
Don't learn from me > <
Not good for health seriously > <
What a life > <

Uhmm nothing much to say~
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Tuesday, 29 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 52 ♥

Another day had passed~
Today's weather kinda weird @@
Heavy rain early in the morning~
And big hot sun came out in the afternoon @@

Uhmm~
Boring classes would never end seriously @@
But we still have to accept it~
Continue our studies @~@

Assignments would NEVER end too! : (
This makes me feel so damn annoying! : (
Why can't just let us concentrate our study????
I wonder!

Well~
Things always happened without follow people's want~ @@
This one I'm super agree~
Seriously = =

Attended the classes as usual~
See the same faces~
Same lecturers~
Same environment @@

Too bad today one of my room's air cond spoilt @@"
Well I can say I'm having sauna that time @~@
So damn hot like oven!
So this called MMU = =

Alright la,
Off to see my homework already~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Monday, 28 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 51 ♥

Well~
Monday blue came back to me again > <
Since classes started @@
Sad case~

This is already Week 2~
But I still have to force myself to work harder > <
I had promised to everyone already~
So I will do it~

Well~
Having classes as usual~
Did the same thing~
No changes @~@

Today is an ordinary day~
Nothing special~
All remain unchange @~@
What a boring life lolx...

Uhmm~
That's all for today?
Maybe~
Really lolx~

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Sunday, 27 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 50 ♥

Well~
End of weekends always makes people feel down > <
But today my mood still consider okie XD
Guess why I say so? : )

It's because I'm super love today's weather XD ♥
Raining day~ ♥
Windy day as well : ) ♥
Makes my mood better : P ♥

Spent whole day for tidying my room~ ♥
As you guys could see that I'm tidying my study room everyday lol~ ♥
But I love to do this XD ♥
Something wrong with me haha > < ♥

At night~
Went wedding dinner with Mum & relatives~ ♥
Another relative get married~
Recently really a lot people get married lol~


The decoration is nice ^ ^ ♥
L.O.V.E : ) ♥


With the pretty bride : ) ♥
Stay sweet forever ya~ : ) ♥

Until 11pm the dinner ended~ 
Kinda late seriously > < 
All very tired lolx~ 
Oh ya at Holiday Inn Hotel the wedding dinner was held : ) ♥

Hmmm~ 
Gonna sleep early for tonight~ 
Kinda tired > < 
Plus tomorrow got class somemore > < 

Good Night peeps~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Saturday, 26 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 49 ♥

It's Saturday!! : ) ♥
My weekend come back to me again! :' ) ♥
I miss you so much!! :' ) ♥
Muacksssss~ ♥

Hmmm~
Today is consider as my day? ♥
Maybe : ) ♥
Because everything is consider go through smoothly for me : ) *Some only lol* ♥

Alright~
Cut off the craps~
Straight to the point~
Save my quality time : )

Went relative's open house tonight~
The house is really huge @@
Rich people is like that lol~ > <
Me not that rich ah lol!

After that,
All my relatives said want to go sing k again~ ♥
Yea ITango again lol~ ♥
My second house lolx @@" ♥

Relatives treats : )
But we also got pay them some~
Share share lol~
Total RM75++ @@"

Qing ren XD ♥
My favorite song always~ XD ♥

Sing almost 3 hours lol~ ♥
Sing till sore throat @~@ ♥
Sing a lot of songs~ ♥
Until mad~ XD ♥

Hmmm~ 
That's all for today : ) 
Stay tuned ya people~
Tata~ :' ) 

Good Night~ 
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Friday, 25 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 48 ♥

No classes today! : ) ♥
Happy day : ) ♥
TGIF!! : ) ♥
Love this kind of feeling~ :' ) ♥

Went out with family today~ ♥
Family Day : ) ♥
Went old JJ as well~
To buy some daily stuffs : )

Today's weather not so bad : ) ♥
Kinda cooling~ XD ♥
But still got sun la @~@
Small bad xD

Uhmmmm~
Yea my legs @~@
Still very itchy T.T
When it can recover????? :' (

I'm tiring of suffering this kind of stupid sick T.T
Virus please stay far far from me > <
I'm not welcome you you should know > <
Haizzz~

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Thursday, 24 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 47 ♥

Finally come to Thursday~ ♥
What a tiring school week > < ♥
Still in new sem mood~ ♥
Everything also looks new to me~ : 3 ♥

Having class marathon today too @@
From 11am straight to 6pm @@"
But got break in middle time la~
If not I'm dying already @~@

Hoping to get all the text books as soon as possible > <
Don't like to wait for nothing > <
Seriously need to think a way to get already~
But hard la T.T

No class for tomorrow :' ) ♥
TGIF!! : ) ♥
But only for two weeks = =
After two weeks then have to attend the class already =.=lll

Hmmm~
Started to think about the assignment~
All seems like very tension about it @~@
Uhmm yea me too~

Well~
Nothing more to update @@
Too boring already I think~
The legs still the same by the way T.T

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 46 ♥

Having class marathon today @@
From 8am to 2pm > <
6 hours continuous @~@
Drive me crazy > <

Well~
The legs still the same : (
I really can't stand of it T.T
Sad case T.T

Met my old bestie in both classes today! ♥
So surprisingly LOL!! ♥
Chit chat for a while before go back home~ ♥
Accompany her for a while XD ♥


Taa-daa~ ♥
Photo took at the lecture hall after the class end : P ♥

After that,
I went back home~
And trying to think different kind of way to cure my poor legs T.T
Very disgusting!!! T.T

At night,
Aunt bring me go see doctor > <
And doctor said it's insect bite @@
Erm what kind of insect will bite till like that? @~@

Don't care la! : (
Hopefully tomorrow will cure a lot and better than today > <
If not I will be very hard to walk T.T
Even sitting also will be my problem T.T

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 45 ♥

Second day of school life~
Seems like doesn't have any good thing = =
Stupid people everywhere = =
Makes me want to vomit out when see them only = =

Well~
So sick about unhappy thing > <
Fed up~
Sad case : (

Don't what the hell happened to my legs : (
Got a lot of biji biji :'(
Suffering T.T
Seriously a lot!!! T.T

Haizz~
Totally no mood T.T
Tired TT
Sad die~ :' (

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs already T.T
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Monday, 21 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 44 ♥

Well~
First day of school always make people feel so damn tired @@
Including me @~@
Tiring day > <

Had classes from 1pm to 4pm~
Sit till butt also pain @~@
Torturing > <
And also boring~

Uhmmm~
Nothing much could say~
So the post will be very short I think?
LOL

New semester is begin~
But I would never forget what I had promised to everyone that care me so much! :' )
I will study hard~
Really : )

Well~
Gonna save money for buying the text books > <
A lot of text books need to buy~
Or shall I say "I want to buy"? XD

Arghhhh!!
Faster get all the text books ba! > <
As soon as possible > <
End of Week 2 could get all is the best! x ) ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Sunday, 20 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 43 ♥

Well~
Last day of my trimester break > <
Kinda sad > <
I haven't enjoy enough! D :

Hmmm~
Do the same thing~
As usual~
No doubt lol~

Went Fancy Mee for lunch with Mum ^ ^ ♥
Long time didn't eat already~
The taste still the same~
But I can't finish it @~@


Chihi Pan Mee~ ♥

Quite spicy lol~ 
Not bad la the taste~ 
But don't know why I can't finished it @~@ 
Hmmmm~ 

At night,
Went Machap for dinner again lol~ 
With my relatives~ 
Eat wild again LOL! 

After dinner~ 
Suddenly cousins jio me go sing K XD ♥
Well~ 
Best chance to release stress! XD ♥

We choose to go ITango there~ ♥
Got member card~ ♥
Cheap somemore haha~ ♥
Worth it la xD ♥


LOL!!! ♥
Finally saw this in real life XD ♥
#lenglui coke XD ♥

Got 3 hours for us to sing~ ♥
Can sing 99 for this time lol~ ♥
Reduce stress ah~ ♥
Have to do it XD ♥

We sing until 11pm~ 
And we back home~ 
Due to tomorrow everyone got school got work~ 
Yea including me = ( 

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs already~ 
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Saturday, 19 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 42 ♥

Well~
I can say that today is boring day @@
Although it's weekends~
SATURDAY!!! >______<

Didn't go anywhere @@
Haizzz~
Really boring : (
So sick for that > <

My holiday left 1 more day > <
But why don't just let me have a wonderful day for my last holiday @@
So sad > <
Sobx sobx~ :' (

Today's post will be short @@
Because nothing to write @@"
Stayed at home for whole day long @@
And do the same thing @@

Watch TV~
Online~
Sms with Dear~
And others lol~

Uhmm~
Well my lecturer very efficient @@
Some of them already uploaded the notes @~@
Clap clap~ LOL

Ahhh~
Have to save money for buying the stuffs again~ > <
A4 papers, text books, the things that I needed and other kind of stationary @~@
Money all fly again @~@

Alright la,
Off to dowNload my notes already lol~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & IMY ^ ^ ♥

Friday, 18 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 41 ♥

Hmmm~
Today is consider my day also~
Maybe?
Perhaps : )

Went Old JJ with mum in this afternoon : ) ♥
Went Mr.DIY to buy something lol~ ♥
And had a window shopping also : ) ♥
We had fun & I'm cherish the moment ^ ^ ♥

Well~
Rained heavily in this afternoon also~ ♥
And make my whole body wet @@
Didn't take umbrella so become wet wet @@

Uhmmm~
After that~
We just stayed at home for whole day already @@
Rain heavily at that time but just for a while > <

Hopefully will rain again in the midnight xP ♥
Too hot the weather~
Can't stand of it @@
Gonna burn soon seriously @@

At night~
Went my relative's house with mum : ) ♥
Because cousin gonna marry on tomorrow~
So tonight is consider a open house party maybe? LOL

Ate a lot of food~
Tummy gonna burst soon @@
Very full~
Ate a lot of satay too @@

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Thursday, 17 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 40 ♥

MIRACLE HAPPENED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD ♥
I'M SO DAMN EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD ♥
THANKS GOD!!! :' D ♥
YOU REALLY HEARD ME!! :' D ♥

Well~
See the way I write also can predict what had happen already~
But seriously miracle really existed!! @@ ♥
Oh my gawd! ♥

Yes~
Result are out~
And God never bring me down :' ) ♥
Touching :' ) ♥

All is in my expectation :' ) ♥
Thanks to God! ♥
Thanks to Dear also~ ♥
He prayed hard for me everyday ^ ^ ♥

Although it's not good result~
But I'm satisfied with it ^ ^ ♥
At least no fail : ) ♥
For me it's really good enough : ) ♥

Woots!! ♥
Happy heart ^ ^ ♥
Happy mood :' D ♥
Too bad gonna start my new semester already @@

But I never forget what I promised to God & Dear & my family : ) ♥
I will really study hard for my next semester : ) ♥
You all got my words : ) ♥
Serious mood : ) ♥

My hands was shaking badly when I was checking my result through phone~
Plus not in my own house somemore~
That time was at my uncle house~
More nervous @@

But in the end~
I saw "Pass" in my status~ ♥
I was relieved~ XD ♥
And laughed non stop like a crazy women @@ ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs : )
Tonight will have a nice nice sleep ^ ^ ♥
With not-so-hot weather : ) ♥

Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

DEar
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Wednesday, 16 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 39 ♥

Throwback to yesterday for a while~
I was cutting the papers @@
Due to nothing can do @~@
So decided to decorate my time table to pass the time~

Well~
Say is decorate my time table~ ♥
But actually end up decorate my photo album :' ) ♥
Kinda funny LOL ♥


Front~ : ) ♥


Back~ : ) ♥

Okie~ 
Back to today~ 
Another normal day as usual~ 
But added stress & tension & worry feeling : ( 

Really sick for this kind of feeling : ( 
I wish I could go through these as fast as possible!! > < 
Well I know I will face it SOON!! @~@ 
Seriously I think I gonna have heart attack if everytime give me such thing to worry : ( 

Nothing much~ 
I just continue to pray hard to God~ ♥
So that God could hear me one more time! ♥
But I seriously need good lucks from God : ( > < ♥

God ah!
I'm still here to pray hard to you! > < ♥
Truly sincere! > < ♥
Wish you could give me some lucks to me for this time! :' ( ♥

MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥

Stress~
Tension~
Worries~ 
All come to me : ( 

Shooo shooo!!
I don't need these negative feeling stay with me! : ( 
Go away! 
I only need positive feeling & good lucks from God! ♥

Praying hard > < ♥
Finger crossed~ > < ♥
Begging hard > < ♥
With almost knee down > < ♥

Just hope to get all pass in my result! ♥
Seriously PASS is ENOUGH!!! ♥
All C also I super satisfied! ♥
Really! Seriously! Truly! NO JOKING! ♥

I will still keep praying hard! > < ♥
Until the day come > < ♥
God please bless me! ♥
I need your blessing! > < ♥

I will be very appreciate if I got pass for all the subjects~ :' ) ♥
I swear I will really study hard for my next semester~ :' ) ♥
You got my words & I really believe there is no "last minute works" in real life~ 
I'm begging hard & praying hard to You again my Dearest GOD! ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~ 
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 38 ♥

Another ordinary day gonna be ended~
Nothing much~
Nothing special~
Just a very normal day~

Went out with Mum in this afternoon~ ♥
Went Old JJ actually~ ♥
Planned to get a new wallet~
But get nothing in the end @@

Well~
Spotted some wallet actually~
But too many of choices already~
So need time to consider which one to buy~ @@

Spent my afternoon time with Mum in shopping today~ ♥
At least got air-cond to enjoy~ ♥
In this hot weather day~
No air-cond really will evaporate @@

Erm~
I think...
That's all?
LOL!

Uhmmmm~
Well still worrying about the result > <
I really wish the result release right now! @@
I'm so sick with the worries already : (

God! ♥
Please save me~ ♥
I knew You will save me~ > < ♥
I really need your blessing > < ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yea I know I said this sentence so damn many times~ ♥
But I still have to say! T.T ♥
God please hear me! ♥
Heard my wishes & I will be really appreciate! > < ♥

May God bless me! ♥
May God bless me! ♥
May God bless me! ♥
May God bless me! ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Monday, 14 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 37 ♥

Another hot day @@
Makes me moody : (
Well I knew I moody quite long time already @@
But it still with me : (

I think you guys would understand why I being so moody~
Not much~
Just because of the exam result > <
Always drives me into down mood :' (

Well~
Today is also my lunar calendar birthday :' ) ♥
Happy Birthday to myself again~ :' ) ♥
Pray hard that wish my dreams all can COME TRUE :' D ♥

Mum bring me go eat Mee Sua~ ♥
Which got the meaning inside it~ ♥
Hopefully after ate the mee sua today~ ♥
All bad lucks will go away from me & BEST lucks will come to me :' ) ♥

The day is coming~
The day that I most scare one is getting nearer > <
Who can help me? : (
I'm so damn stress!! :' (

I think my request was not that much > <
I just hope that I could get all passed for the results in my every subjects for this semester > < ♥
Seriously just PASS only!! > < ♥
C is good enough!!! :' 3 ♥

Went Student Information Center and looked for a while~
And saw under "My Course" section is changed~
All had changed to new subjects~
Which is the subjects that I gonna take in my next semester~

I think the system had changed?
Because normally last time won't change so fast 1~
After result released then only they will change~
So now is new system, new way, & good lucks coming? *HOPE SO & PRAYING HARD* ♥

Without seeing those old subjects~
My heart feel more stress & tension > <
None of the old subjects could get to see > <
Means all old subjects is OVER & PASSED? *PRAYING HARD TO GOD AGAIN* ♥

GOD!
DO YOU HEAR ME?
DO YOUR HEARD WHAT I PRAYED TO YOU?
I WISH YOU COULD HEARD MY WISH AND ALREADY FULFILL IT FOR ME!! :' )

MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥
MAY GOD BLESS ME! ♥

This few days I really praying hard > <
No matter at temple or at home~
Even asked Dear pray hard for me too > < ♥
I seriously need lucks!! ♥

God! ♥
Please bless me! ♥
I need your blessing : ( ♥
SERIOUSLY!!!! > < ♥

God! ♥
Please help me! ♥
I need your helps too > < ♥
No joking! ♥

I swear I will study really hard for my next trimester!
I really believe that last minute work is cannot fully trusted!
I seriously swear I will work hard in my coming semester!
Please believe me & bless me to get all satisfy result & for sure You got my words!

Almost knee down > <
Keep on begging for the blessing T.T
Really stress : (
Really scare for this semester & I can say that this semester is I scare the most! : (

So my Beloved GOD! ♥
I'M HERE TO PRAY HARD TO YOU AS USUAL ♥
TO GET YOUR BLESSING! ♥
AND I WILL BE VERY APPRECIATE IF I GOT ALL PASS FOR MY RESULTS! ♥

DEAR GOD! ♥
HOPE YOU GOT MY WISH & HOPE AGAIN! ♥
PLEASE BLESS ME!!! : ( ♥
AMITUOFO!! ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

Sunday, 13 October 2013

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 36 ♥

Shall I say~
Today not boring? XD
Well because it's Sunday~
It's Family Day ^ ^ ♥

Went DP with family today~ ♥
Window shopping actually~ ♥
Didn't bought much things back @@ ♥
Must buy useful stuffs ma lolx! ♥

After done window shopping~ ♥
We went Starbucks to have high tea section LOL! ♥
Yeaa high tea time~ ♥
Good mood was on for that while~ ♥


The Dessert of the Day XD ♥


Well I'm the main character of today XD ♥
Because the cake is free one because of the birthday month : ) ♥


Random shot : ) ♥


My Family ^ ^ ♥

After done our high tea session~ ♥
We continue to do window shopping before we back home lol~ ♥
Well~ 
I bought something AT LAST LOL!!! ♥


Taa-daaa!! ♥


It's a photo album that just belongs to Dear & I ^ ^ ♥
Although it's kinda simple but got heart then is good enough XD ♥


More photos to be taken & wash out in future : ) ♥

At night~ 
I went for friend's 21st birthday party~ 
Thought cannot make it to go~ 
But still jadi in the end XD 

Took a lot of pictures~ 
But all not in my phone XD 
Gonna wait for others to upload : ) 
Stay tuned : ) 

Well~ 
Although you guys see me like enjoying like a boss~ 
Actually in my heart I'm still stress like a boss > < 
Only God could help me seriously > < 

God! ♥
Please hear me! ♥
I praying hard to you! ♥
Please bless me that I could get all subjects PASSED for this semester! ♥

I SWEAR to God I will study hard for coming semesters! ♥
You got my words God! ♥
Please bless me and give me as many good lucks as You can! ♥
Begging You T.T ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs already~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥