♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 52 ♥

A brand new year came along...
Yea it's year 2014..
Wish everyone all the best in their own life...♥
Wishing my family are healthy & good luck! ♥

Seems like everyone posted "last day of 2013" before 12am...
Me and my friend also follow the trend...
Just took for fun...
True friendship indeed...♥

My Bestie! ♥

At night, 

Went Wings Cafe with family & relatives...

Planned to countdown at there also...

We just follow...

Love shape ♥

That's all for today...

Hoping the good one come to me...♥

Praying hard...♥

Finger crossed...♥

Dear,

I miss you~ ♥

And love you always! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 51 ♥

Back to school life today...
Boring feel doesn't ended...
Tiring as well..
What a life...

Everything still stayed normally...
So far so good...
But the hurt still in our heart...
Never leave us...

Erm..
That's all?
Nothing special for today..
Then I end here..

Dear,
IMY & ILY ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 50 ♥

Super tiring day @@"
Really exhausted @@
Nothing special...
But the stuffs that I did is too tired > <

Went hair saloon today...
Do hair rebonding...
Doesn't means that I got the mood...
Just my mum asked me to go replace my cousin..

I stayed there from 1pm to 9pm @@
Never leave the saloon at all...
Tiring enough...
But pain like nobody care @@

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Gonna rest earlier today...
Headache > <

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss ya too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 49 ♥

A better day?

I guess so..

At least no more emoness~ 

No next time o~ 

Went temple today...

Praying praying...

Hope to let him rest in peace...

Truly hope...

Alright la, 

Off to do my stuffs...

Stay tuned...

See ya! 

Dear,

Miss you ya ♥

And love you as well ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 48 ♥

Do not take it for granted!
What I can say is only this...
I never offence you...
So don't think you can offence me...

Sigh...
I don't know what I can do..
Mindless...
Totally blank...

No mood to continue..
That's all...
Bye~
Stay tuned...

Dear,
Miss u ♥
And love u ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 47 ♥

What a day...
Cheated by lecturer... @@
Long story @@
Let me cut it short...

Well,
Suppose I have presentation today..
For my Psychology subject...
A boring subject @@

Went for class for the sake of presentation,
Who know lecturer gave us a "present" @@
she said she is headache and no mood to teach @@
And dismiss the class early @@

I was like...
What????!!!!!
Are you kidding me???? @@
I'm totally blur...

Thus,
I went back home early...
Feeling like...
Kena boom @@

Haih...
This is the little special for today... @@
That's all...
Seriously...

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And love ya!! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 46 ♥

Another 15 minutes Christmas will ended already...
Hopefully everyone are enjoy their Christmas today...
Praying hard..
And finger crossed...

For me,
It's just a ordinary day...
Nothing special...
Never enjoy...

Soon we have to rush our assignment...
What a life...
Damn boring...
Hate it @@

Alright la,
Have to rest early...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you..♥
And miss ya! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 45 ♥

It's Christmas...
Merry Christmas to everyone...
To my lovely family...♥
To my Dear as well... ♥

Everyone is happy...
I hope I can be happy like them...
Trying hard...
But it failed sometimes...

Hopefully we could go through...
Anyhow...
We still will miss you...♥
No matter where you are...♥

Alright la,
Time to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Love you ♥
And miss you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 44 ♥

Another ordinary day...
Seems nothing special...
Except the hurt feeling...
I could still remember vividly...

Got no energy to think about that anymore...
Mentally exhausted...
Plus not feeling well...
More tired..

Nothing special today...
Normal day as well...
Feel like want to sleep...
Tiring life...

Alright la,
I shall off to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And I love ya! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 43 ♥

Happy Tang Yuan Festival once again...

But for me...

Is it really happy for us? 

I don't know...

Looking back the photos that I keep...

Especially the family photo...

I jut realize that it's soooo little...

I'm regret...

I really scare I can't stand of it anymore...

I scare I will collapse in one day...

Who could give me a helping hand?

Only myself...

Okie la,

Time to do my stuffs..

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams...

Dear,

I miss you ♥

And love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 42 ♥

Time flies...
Today..
I mean in this moment...
It's Tang Yuan Festival...

Last year...
I could still remember I make tang yuan with my beloved family... ♥
Sit down together and make tang yuan and chit chatting so happy.. ♥
But this year...................................................................................

When I think about this..
My heart seriously pain..
It's hurt!!
I'm not joking...

If bankrupt could let him back in normal...
I'm really willing to do so...
We can't afford this kind of sadness...
It will drive us crazy seriously...

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs..
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love you always  ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 41 ♥

Another day gonna end...
Such a stress weeks...
Today is tiring day as usual...
Exhausted...

Tomorrow mid term...
But seems like I haven't done preparation...
I wonder how am I going to sit for exam tomorrow...
How?

It's MCQ...
Shall I happy a bit?
Maybe...
Perhaps...

No matter how...
Just wish me good luck...
Let me pass will do...
Please...

Alright la,
I shall off to read notes before go to bed...
Good bye~
Stay tuned...

Dear,
I miss you badly ♥
Love ya always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 40 ♥

Another tiring day...
Physical & mental exhausted...
Really tired day for me..
Seriously...

Assignments still bump to me...
Midterm waiting for me...
What a life...
So this call life?

Haven't start to study for mid term...
Saturday is the exam day...
Enough time for me to study?
I hope so...

Alright la,
I shall off to do my stuffs...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams..

Dear,
Miss you~ ♥
And love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 39 ♥

I know it's kinda "early" @@"
It's 3:30am now...
And I'm still awake = =
For the sake of assignments = =

I hate this kind of life...
No life...
Make me mentally exhausted...
Fed up..

Sometimes Dear could cheer me up ♥
I really hope that we can stay sweet like this till forever ♥
Praying hard ♥
Finger crossed ♥

Alright la,
That's all for today..
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love ya too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 38 ♥

Having tough time...
Seriously...
Stressful + emo weeks I gonna have...
Shit this things!

Wish me luck please~
I really need support : (
Really...
I scare I can't afford it...

Too much of things have to settle...
So I have to stop here...
Everyone good night...
Sweet Dreams as well~

Dear, ♥
I love ya! ♥
And miss you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 37 ♥

Seriously I'm worry that I can't bear on it some more... 

Really torturing...

Stress keep on coming... 

Really fed up...

Assignments never end...

Feel like want to tear off everything...

Included lecturer's face = = 

No joking...

Mentally exhausted... 

My brain really going to burst... 

Body ache...

Tiring.............................

Alright la,

Off to do my stuffs...

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,

I miss ya~ ♥

And love ya! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 36 ♥

Super tired today...
Woke super early in this morning as well...
Not enough sleep seriously...
I really need some rest...

Went a new temple today...
Super nice and gorgeous...
Too bad not able to take some photos...
I really love that place...

Temple with gorgeous design...
With air-cond which is super cold...
Nice environment somemore...
Really suitable for him ♥

Praying since morning until almost 4pm...
Take a short break only between that time...
But it's worth...
All merits are for him... ♥

Busying with assignment...
Off to do my stuffs already...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss you always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 35 ♥

What a tiring day...
Although it's Saturday...
But I still have to wake up early...
For assignment purpose...

My weekends just ruined by assignment...
Seriously fed up...
Hate it so much!!
Arghhhhhhh!!!!

Alright la,
Tired now...
Off to bed already~
Goodbye...

Dear,
Miss you ♥
And love you always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 34 ♥

Very stressful life...
I really scare I can't to afford it...
Please let me go through smoothly...
Please...

Some people I really hate...
Thought ownself are smarter and pro than other people...
Show that kind of face to other people...
Never scare to offense others?

I won't give a shit to that kind of person...
Wasting my time...
Dirty my mind...
STUPID LECTURER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 33 ♥

Finally got offer letter from Daibochi company for internship...
Shall I happy or sad?
Happy because finally got company accept me...
Sad is it's a work under pressure company...

No matter how..
I will stay stronger than last time..
I want to learn from my brother...
He is my model in my life...

Assignments keep coming in...
Till I can't even take a breathe...
Seriously hate it...
Fed up...

Due dates all on next week...
But not even done one...
I can't imagine it...
Sad case...

I shall start to do my own stuffs...
To avoid last minute work...
But seems like now already consider last minute...
Can't blame me...

Alright la,
Hopefully I can go through all these stupid stuffs as soon as possible...
All gone smoothly is the best...
Wish me luck!

Dear,
Love ya! ♥
And miss you always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 32 ♥

Today really tiring day...
Not enough sleep...
Seriously mentally & physical exhausted...
Torturing...

Everything seems back to normal...
But my heart still can feel the pain...
Seriously...
This time really hurt me deeply!!!!

If copy Buddha Bible could helped him to leave suffer faster...
I'm willing to copy for him...
Really...
If I have free time : (

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love ya! ♥
Miss ya as well ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 31 ♥

Another day passed...

Very stressful...

I HATE IT!!

Seriously..........

Very tiring as well...

Don't feel like want to talk much... 

Mentally exhausted! 

Seriously fed up! 

Tomorrow is another tiring day.. 

I really hope that this kind of days could end as soon as possible... 

Seriously hope... 

Don't make me mad on these kind of days...

Alright la,

It's late...

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,

I miss you ♥

I love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 30 ♥

Official 1 month he leave us...
Seriously one whole month...
But our pain doesn't reduce...
But increase when thinking back...

We having tough time...
I don't think it will leave us soon...
But stay with us for long time...
Maybe forever...

It's really hurt...
Seriously...
No joking...
It's pain from the deep of the heart...

Really no mood to talk...
That's all...
Stay tuned...
Goodbye!

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 29 ♥

Sick day...
Suffering day as well...
Not my day....
Seriously...

Went temple with family & relatives today...
Pray to God..
Pray so hard...
But..........................

Argh!!
No mood at all!
Off to do my stuffs...
Goodbye~

Dear,
I miss ya~ ♥
And love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 28 ♥

Fourth week we go through it...
It's tough time for all of us...
It's hurt...
Really pain...

Had mid term test today...
Not really nice to me...
Because I had did wrong some questions...
Really sad...

Got no mood to talk much...
Sleeping is the best way to reduce some stress...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love u~ ♥
And miss yaya ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 27 ♥

Tomorrow mid term start...
I got no confident at all..
Hope to pass...
That's all...

No mood to study...
Got a lot of things need to think and settle...
I scare I can't afford it...
Seriously...

Alright la,
Off to study for a while...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
Miss ya! ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 26 ♥

Hectic week gonna start again...
Hate it so much!
Don't feel like want to continue..
But can't...

Very tiring..
But what can I do?
Nothing...
But keep it up...

Recently keep raining...
Non stop...
Makes me and family think about you...
And my heart pain again and again...

Okie la,
That's all~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss ya~ ♥
And love ya too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 25 ♥

No mood today...
Tiring day as well...
Classes marathon today...
Super exhausted...

Midterm coming soon...
But I'm not ready yet...
Seems like less chapter to study...
But actually it's a lot to learn T.T

Fed up...
No mood...
Bad mood come along...
Drive me crazy....

Alright la,
That's all for today...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love ya! ♥
And miss ya too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 24 ♥

Tiring day...
Seriously don't feel like step into campus..
But can't...
Sad case...

Yesterday dreamed about him...
Consider a good dream...
But once I woke...
It become a cruel dream for me... : (

I wish my dream yesterday could come true...
Seriously from my true heart...
But seems like God like him so much : (
And bring him go along : (

Really no mood...
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night...
Sweet Dreams...

Dear,
I miss ya! ♥
And love ya always~ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 23 ♥

Raining for whole day...
What a cold day...
But my heart even cooler...
Those who really close to me should know what I mean...

Very stressful...
Till I can't even breathe...
Really suffering...
Please don't treat me in this way...

I shall stop it here...
Stay tune...
Goodbye..
Praying hard for what I want...

Dear,
I love you~ ♥
And I really miss you ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 22 ♥

What a day...
What a night...
My weekends is gonna end soon...
And come to the newly week...

It's December...
The last month of year 2013..
This year seems ain't good to me...
And my family too...

I hate this!
I hate bad luck always come to me!
I seriously fed up!
No joking please!

Dear's group won Number 2 in a competition... ♥
Feel happy for him as well ♥
Congrats ya Dear! ♥
Your hard work pay off! ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you~ ♥
And love ya always! ♥