♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 21 ♥

Dear back to Sabah already 3 weeks... 

Time flies...

And also the third week I have been so down...

Seems like the feeling won't leave me in short term...

Finally submitted one of my assignment...

Hectic nights I had! 

Last night & last last night...

Almost sleepless night for me...

Anyway,

Now one small portion of assignment is down...

Left kinda many more...

Hopefully I could go through it...

Mid term coming soon...

I shall go study a bit already...

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear, 

Add oil together! ♥

Miss ya ♥

And love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 20 ♥

What a day...
Hectic day doesn't end...
Makes me gonna faint soon...
I don't know I could stay with this until which day...

Assignments...
Mid-terms...
Homeworks...
All come to me...

Irritating!!!
Fed up!!!
Don't feel like want to continue somemore!!!
But can't as I had promised to the person that I love!

God..
Why you want to treat me like that?
Can tell me why?
Why makes me so suffer?

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you~
And I miss you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 19 ♥

Hectic day...
Can't talk too much...
Assignment fever...
Tiring day : (

Keep doing homeworks...
Non stop...
Added the feeling of stressful...
Into my broken heart...

Alright la,
That's all~
Stay tuned~
And see ya!

Dear,
I miss you~
And love ya always~ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 18 ♥

Another day gonna end soon...
Relatives came to home to accompany my mum always...
Appreciate to them...
No matter how...

Having presentation today...
Luckily I'm able to present finish...
Nervous feel sure at there...
But now add on hurt feeling...

Do I think too much?
I could feel that my heart is pain every time I breathing...
This time this incident really slap on me hardly...
Seriously pain and no one could understand the actual feel...

Don't feel like want to talk much...
Off to do my stuffs...
Goodbye...
And stay tuned...

Dear,
I miss you~ ♥
And love ya always! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 17 ♥

Stressful week gonna go through...
Now already 12:08am...
Time for me to rest...
As tomorrow have class from 8am to 2pm...

Hectic week..
But I never forget the pain that I had...
People said let yourself busy so that won't think of the sad thing...
But my opinion is it will be more hurt...

Different people having different opinion...
We can't ask others to have the same thought with us...
Do our best can already...
Don't need to care about what other think...

Have presentation tomorrow...
But today only get the slide...
Hopefully I can go through with it...
Trying my best not to look on script so frequently...

Alright la,
That's all~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I love you~ ♥
And I do miss you too~ ♥
Cheer ya! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 16 ♥

A tiring day...
Don't feel like want to talk that much...
So I decided to write short post...
To reduce my emo-ness...

Everything seems like normal...
But in fact...
Mum & I's heart already have a deep scar...
Which cause us feel hurt all the time...

Amitabha...
Hopefully what we think could come true...
But I'm still missing the moment...
Sometimes cried in the blanket alone during night time...

Okie la,
That's all...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you! ♥
And love you always! ♥
Muack! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 15 ♥

Another day gonna end soon...
A better day?
I don't think so...
Although we are trying hard to go through it everyday...

Trying really hard...
I don't know whether I'm still able to afford it or not...
But I'm sure that I will take good care of my mum ♥
No matter how bad the situation is...

Having praying ceremony at temple...
Prayed since 1pm until 4pm...
Non-stop praying...
Just want to help one of my beloved family member to have a better situation...

Become God...
I believe...
Bring along another one of my beloved family member too... ♥
Become a Kind & Nice God and protecting us forever... ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I miss you ♥
And love ya too ♥
No doubt! ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 14 ♥

Nothing special...
Very down mood...
No one could understand...
Seriously...

Very tiring day...
But down mood never leave me...
Could someone just stand at my side and think for me?
Maybe have...

Why am I being so down?
Tomorrow going to temple and pray for my family member...
The one I lost and makes me heart broken so damn much!
This incident had made me so down and sad since the day that happened this incident...

Perhaps no one could feel my feeling...
But I believe that I could go through...
Just need time...
Time consuming...

So,
Don't ever try to put more trouble onto me...
Unless the one who I loved or the one who love me...
Or else you will be in big trouble I'm not lie to you!

Don't want to think that much...
Lazy to think!
Good Night then...
Sweet Dreams *hope so*

Dear,
I miss you~
And I love you~ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 13 ♥

Having true friends really is the best thing in our own life...
Luckily I still have my friends...
Who are willing to give me support when I'm down...
Dear gave the most support & encourage to me for sure... :' ) ♥

Life still go on..
As my friends said...
Need a lot of courage to face it...
And my mum & I had tried our best to go through... ♥

Say is easy...
But if really happened on your own...
You might not say that anymore...
It's cruel but true fact...

It's kinda late...
I shall rest early...
Good Night..
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I Love You ♥
And I do really miss you ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 12 ♥

I'm worry...
Worry that my computer can't bear the usage anymore...
Last time I don't need to think about it because it will save by him...
But now...

I'm seriously sad...
And stress...
Nobody would understand...
Too much of things have to think already...

Have to do my own stuffs...
Thinking how to solve my problem here...
That's all...
Ended here~

Dear,
I need you... ♥
Seriously : (
And I love you always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 11 ♥

Normal day...
But it's so damn hard for my family...
Our heart still not able to open to accept the true fact...
Really heartache : (

People out there said don't ever keep calling the name or missing the person...
Say is easy as ABC...
Would you really get to do that?
Ask yourself please...

You would never know how's the feeling until the incident happened onto yourself...
Really...
No offence but it's truth...
So don't try to comfort us by saying how you really understand the feeling...

Alright la,
Off to do my homework...
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
I Love You ♥
And I'm seriously need you : ( ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 10 ♥

Same thought...
And it would never disappear in my entire life...
I'm still can't accept it...
And mum too... T.T

My heart feel so extremely pain when think back the old time...
Seriously pain...
No one could understand our feeling...
Unless they had experienced before...

Don't feel want to continue...
I stop here...
Off to do my study stuffs...
Because I had promised the one that I love and the one who love me... ♥

Dear,
I really miss you : (
Love you too ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 9 ♥

Well~
Kinda tired today...
Not going to talk much...
Because I got no mood to talk much also~

Another day had passed~
And I also back to school life...
Life still go on I know~
But still hard to accept it~

Whenever I remember back the old times~
Nose feel so damn sour...
Tears rolling~
Heart broken again and again...

Seriously hate it~
Why must treat me so damn cruel?
I always ask...
WHY?!!!!

I always praying hard...
But why this time my dreams won't come true?????
Tell me...
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

I seriously heart broken!!!!!
No one would understand that kind of feeling so damn easily!!!
He sayang me damn much!!!
Both also!!!

But why must bring them go????
Jealous on me?
Envy on me?
So treat me like that?!!! FAIR ENOUGH?!!!

I don't want to think about this anymore...
May them rest in peace...
Follow Amitabha~
Go Kek Lok Si and become a God who will protect & bless me and my family all the times ♥

Dear,
I love you...
And I really miss you! : ( ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 8 ♥

Another day had passed...
But the hurt of my heart still at there...
Unable to stable properly yet...
No one could help me...

I seriously hope that everything will be alright...
Seriously hope...
May him rest in peace...
Praying hard...

That's all la,
No mood to talk much...
Everything will be fine...
Perhaps...

Dear,
I miss you : (
And love you always ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 7 ♥

Until today,
I'm still cannot accept the truth...
Don't feel like want to talk much : (
So I end here okie? :' (

Dear,
I seriously need you : (
Miss you : (
And love you... ♥

♥ Dear Back to Sabah——Day 6 ♥

Something happened and it totally destroyed a part of my life...
Seriously destroyed...
The God too cruel to my family...
Seriously heartache...

I don't feel like want to talk much...
Because I'm totally no mood...
I really can't accept the fact...
Seriously I'm not able and I don't even WANT to accept it...

Nothing else...
Only have heartache...
Seriously feel so damn hopeless...
I really scare I'm not able to stand of it...

I shall stop here...
Because I really don't feel like want to continue...
That's all...
Ended here...

Dear,
IMY & ILY : ( ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 9 ♥

So today is FRIDAY! ♥
Finally come to Friday > < ♥
Done suffering for this whole week @@ ♥
It's time for me to relax for a moment ♥

Had a sweet date with my Dear ^ ^ ♥
Although it's kinda tiring~ @@" ♥
But it's worth! :' D ♥
Love it ^ ^ ♥

Went jogging with Dear xD ♥
Makes my both legs started to feel the pain already LOL ♥
Dear said "No pain, No gain" ♥
I said "Very pain, Very suffer" XD ♥

Jogging look LOL! ♥

After that, 

We went back home and bath~ ♥

Eat some snack before eat the dinner XD ♥

Bro bought from outside : ) ♥

After done all these things,

We start our journey :'P ♥

To where? 

To Jonker Walk XD ♥

The most delicious Nyonya Food in Malacca : P ♥

p/s: Our dinner as well :' ) ♥

After done our dinner~ ♥

We do window shopping : ) ♥

But suddenly drizzling @~@ ♥

So we decided to go yam cha sweet talk ^ ^ ♥

The most delicious chocolate cake ever! ♥

Highly recommended ^ ^ ♥

Alright la, 

That's all for today : ) 

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,

ILY ya ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 8 ♥

A tiring day > <
Stay at campus from 11am to 4pm @~@
I'm not mad~
Just for the class purpose @@"

Luckily got break @@"
If not I'm sure dying @~@
I need food!
To fulfill my tummy lolx~

Spicy Tuna Toast : 3 ♥

Always be my favorite : ) ♥

Dear went out with his friends : ) ♥

Meeting up with the old friends : ) ♥

He said they going jalan-jalan, cari makan : D 

Eat eat walk walk haha~ 

Hmm~ 

I think that's all for today?

Maybe~ 

Perhaps? : )

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

DEar,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 7 ♥

Today is Dear officially come back to Malacca for one week already~ :' ) ♥
Time flies~
Shocking people~
I got shocked too @~@

Went DP and pak toh with Dear ^ ^ ♥
We had fun indeed ^ ^ ♥
Love the moment ^ ^ ♥♥
We are cherishing our own sweet time ^ ^ ♥

Having dinner at McD~ ♥
Dear ordered GCB for me heee~ ♥
The taste is nice~ ♥
Satisfied with it! : ) ♥

After that,
We do window shopping : ) ♥
Walk here and walk there~ ♥
Like a boss xD ♥

We decided to watch Thor movie : ) ♥
A lot of people watching too @@"
Sit at the most behind seat @@"
But at least our neck won't pain lolx~

Well~
The movie is kinda nice~
Highly recommended : )
Maybe this movie will out till Thor 7?? XD ♥

Guess what?
Dear is just sitting opposite of me XD ♥
He came to my house~ ♥
And playing handphone like a boss XD ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night peeps!
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY ya! ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 6 ♥

A sweet day with Dearest ^ ^ ♥
So happy ^ ^ ♥
So relaxing as well : ) ♥
Love the moment ^ ^ ♥

Well~
Due to tomorrow early classes > <
Plus classes marathon @~@
So have to cut till very short > <

Wear the shirt that Dear bought for me : ) ♥
Penang shirt lol~ ♥
For me is ngam ngam ho~ ♥
Kinda suit me xP ♥

Lol the posing XD ♥

Went out with Dear again : ) ♥
Went Mahkota Parade with him : ) ♥
Go there for window shopping : ) ♥
But still we love it ^ ^ ♥

Nadeje!! :'D ♥

Dear's treat : P ♥

Weird face @~@ ♥

Lol Dear's face @~@ XD ♥

Chit chatting for whole night ^ ^ ♥

So nice :' D ♥

Love it ^ ^ ♥

Must remain like this oh ^ ^ ♥

Alright la,

Off to sleep already : ) 

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ ^ ^ 

Dear, 

ILY ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 5 ♥

Tired day~
Don't feel like want to talk more~
Talk main things is enough~
The best part of today~ ♥

Went out with Dear today~ ♥
Finally get to meet up with him~ ♥
Miss him very much~ ♥
Guess he is same with me? : ) ♥

We went new JJ for a while~ ♥
Go buy our stuffs~ ♥
Dear bought a peanut butter jam~ ♥
And me get to buy a simple present to brother : ) ♥

Of course the present is shared with Dear~ ♥
A simple present~ ♥
Hope brother like it : ) ♥
A thing that he want but not sure whether the design is suit him or not : ) ♥

After that,
We went Ban Lee Xiang eat satay celup~ ♥
Long time never eat~ ♥
Miss the taste~ ♥

Satay celup makes us very full~ ♥
Tummy gonna burst soon @~@ ♥
We are satisfied with it! ♥
And chit chatting a lot of things too : ) ♥

After that,
We went back home~ ♥
Watch TV & Play games~ ♥
Nice & simple to us~ ♥

Well~
It's very late now~
Shall go to bed already : )
Stay tuned peeps!

Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
ILY ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 4 ♥

A tiring day : (
Not did a lot of things > <
But is not really feeling well T.T
Suffering day T.T

Headache~
Bodyache~
Whole body hot~
Super suffer!! T.T

Hopefully the sickness could leave me NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! : (
Scare of it already~
Haizzzz~
I still need to go out with Dear!! T.T ♥

Pizza for breakfast~ ♥

Vegetarian pizza by the way~ : ) ♥

Rained heavily just now~ ♥

Very nice~ ♥

But now stopped already @~@ 

Sien enough~ @~@ 

Dear already back to Malacca~ : ) ♥

It must be very tiring : ) ♥

Have a good rest oh Dear ^ ^ ♥

Remember let me look the pictures that you took when we meet up oh~ :' D ♥

Alright la, 

That's all for today~ 

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,

IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 3 ♥

Actually Dear not around in Melaka...
Why I say so?
Because he leave Melaka again~
TO GO PENANG!!! : ) ♥

Yeap he went Penang with his family : ) ♥
Family trip?
Hmm cannot say so~
Because they are following the groups one~ : )

Well~
It's Saturday! : ) ♥
It's my favorite weekends! : ) ♥
Cheeeeer day as well : ) ♥

Mum bought this from market LOL!! ♥

And the price for the hair clips is only cost RM1!!!! ♥

Mum have a same hobby with me XD  ♥

Went Old JJ with family today~ ♥
Shopping as well : ) ♥
Long time never go there already : ) ♥
Had "fun" there hahaa~ ♥

Bought this from Mr. DIY : ) ♥

A place that could let my phone sit LOL! ♥

Hmmm~ 

Everything still the same~ 

Waiting for Dear come back ^ ^ ♥

And hang out again ^ ^ ♥

Alright la~ 

That's all for today : ) 

Good Night~ 

Sweet Dreams~ 

Dear,

IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥

♥ Dear Back to Malacca——Day 2 ♥

Dear come back to Malacca second day already : ) ♥
And yea we went out for lunch as well : ) ♥
It's because Dear going Penang for 3 days~ ♥
So had lunch with him today first : ) ♥

We went Fancy Mee and had our lunch there~ : ) ♥
Ordered a large one and share together : ) ♥
The taste is not bad : ) ♥
Especially the chili : ) ♥

Well~
We took a lot of picture also~ ♥
As usual~ XD
My style haha~ ♥

But due to too many picture to choose~
So  decided to keep them all : )
So no pictures will be uploaded haha~
Sorry : )

Chit chatting we love it ^ ^ ♥
Laughed together~ : ) ♥
So nice the moment~ ♥
Wish the time could stop at there ^ ^ ♥

Now Dear is on the way to go Penang : ) ♥
Must enjoy your trip ya Dear ^ ^ ♥
Remember to take photos for me ^ ^ ♥
Miss ya & love ya always ^ ^ ♥

Alright la,
Off to do my stuffs~
Good Night~
Sweet Dreams~

Dear,
IMY & ILY ^ ^ ♥